Solace4Soul

 You say study Every flaw of mine is laziness Have you ever thought about my happiness  I feel violated My room trespassed Even if it's for a good reason  You care about me Yet the very care breaks me down  Now I have no strength  To stand on my own  I am really  Just really done with life

 Life is a circus And I am the clown I lost my face Have to runaway  From this town It's anhedonia  That bothers me  I don't wanna live a pointless life A dark tunnel with light as a bait I am tired of this endless wait Years spent in isolation  Tears flowing down  I am not okay But I don't want to worry anyone  Even though my throat feels tense And my eyes sting I'll still sing If it brings some solace

 You're successful  In breaking me down  Never been so stressful On the ground is my crown Life feel like an endless tunnel And even though at the end of the tunnel I see light I can't fight The shadow beneath me It still follows The murky waters in my heart Doesn't clear up Even if I speak it out loud Over my head is a dark cloud  It doesn't let the sun shine Being too kind  Is hurting my mind

 Pretending to ignore you  I see you from the corner of my eyes But when you come close  I can't look into your eyes You were with me when I cry Always asking about my well-being  I wonder is he a human being  He has the power to light up the room  Make everyone like him despite his unpopular opinions  To talk about everything without shame And the way you call out my name I don't have to say it out  It's already evident in my eyes

 The day is still left You can make good use of it Don't worry about wasting time  When it's for a precious person Yes, you yourself is precious 

 Sometimes I feel  The one in front of me Is my mirror  He reflects all the parts, I admire about myself  Being smart  And being good at art Are you good in heart? Because I also see The reflections of my insecurities My flaws You highlight them I can't figure out which is right You are a virtual image In the back of the mirror  And you act the same  In front of others But I can't bring myself to hate you  Because I see me in you