Solace4Soul

 You're successful  In breaking me down  Never been so stressful On the ground is my crown Life feel like an endless tunnel And even though at the end of the tunnel I see light I can't fight The shadow beneath me It still follows The murky waters in my heart Doesn't clear up Even if I speak it out loud Over my head is a dark cloud  It doesn't let the sun shine Being too kind  Is hurting my mind

 Pretending to ignore you  I see you from the corner of my eyes But when you come close  I can't look into your eyes You were with me when I cry Always asking about my well-being  I wonder is he a human being  He has the power to light up the room  Make everyone like him despite his unpopular opinions  To talk about everything without shame And the way you call out my name I don't have to say it out  It's already evident in my eyes

 The day is still left You can make good use of it Don't worry about wasting time  When it's for a precious person Yes, you yourself is precious 

 Sometimes I feel  The one in front of me Is my mirror  He reflects all the parts, I admire about myself  Being smart  And being good at art Are you good in heart? Because I also see The reflections of my insecurities My flaws You highlight them I can't figure out which is right You are a virtual image In the back of the mirror  And you act the same  In front of others But I can't bring myself to hate you  Because I see me in you

 My roots are from a giant tree The familiar old family  I stood above as the highest branch Let the timber hold my weight  I waited and still wait To that day  When I have a say But I am dependent  Till the branches holding me Became redundant  It's time for a free fall A free new life  Yet I am afraid  Cause it's new And very few Roots hold me now  Trembling here I fall No time to stall I fell sharply to the ground  As the weeks goes around  Tender leaves surround The sun smiled widely "You have become wise Your fall was precise" And all of the doubt washed away by the rain With no pain there is no gain.

 Overthinking is my passion  It's an old addiction  What if s running around my mind  That's all I could find

Got a lot of problems  Headache  But I can't share it with anyone  Isolated,is how I feel Medicated,to heal But the scars inside the heart Won't show up on scan I do what I can Quiet with no plan Intrusive thoughts  And their free estate It's my pathetic state